He often appears in my dreams, even in the daytime, his appearance will suddenly appear in my mind, and what bothers me most is that every time I think of that man, my lower body will react, which is very strange, as if – as if I wish something came in – Oh! I can’t go on. When did I become like this? It’s really lewd. And every time I think of this man, my heart will be pounding faster, my breath will become too fast, and my face will be hot, as if that man invaded me that night.