The love of a tutor and a beautiful wife - (12) Ending
For nearly two weeks, Ye Lian was the happiest and most fearful day.
During this period of time, she had almost no restriction with him and had a very happy time. But as time went on, she became more and more afraid that he would leave her, and the only way to retain her was her body – Ye Lian tended to call it love. During this time, she could satisfy almost any request of Yu Feng. She kept thinking about what kind of clothes she should wear next time and what kind of “play method” she could try. Sometimes at night, her mind did not calm down, and often she could not sleep for hours. What used to be happy for her is now slowly becoming a job and a challenge.
This day, Ye Lian received a text message. She was surprised, but soon calmed down. She knew that day would come sooner or later.
“He’s coming back “
at that moment, Ye Lian even thought about how good it would be if the plane crashed, or that he would have been incurable when he came back. Ye Lian even thought about how she would accompany her in front of his hospital bed and how she would cry at his funeral
“But how can I think that? What did he do wrong? He never apologized to me, and I was looking forward to his death? What’s wrong with the passengers on the plane? Is it because of my selfish desire that they should be buried with me? “She found that she could be so vicious, and her guilt burst out.
But when the doorbell rang, the evil thought came out again. How she hoped to return home was a dead man.
But she opened the door. The reality stood in front of her and told her, “this is your husband. He mu can be said to be a person with no characteristics, no matter from which angle he looks so ordinary. He is not tall, but he is not despised; his appearance is not outstanding, but his life of nearly 40 years has left him a steady and calm temperament. His face always seemed to be smiling – and now it was – but it seemed to be deliberately alienating.
In the past, his appearance has never let Ye Lian feel abnormal, but now it seems so disgusting.
” well. Is everything all right? “
” all right. “
a few questions are very common, but every word Ye Lian said and every word she heard, all of them were tearing up her dream and telling her,” now you have to face everything. “
” he doesn’t care about me at all. He hasn’t asked about his family for such a long time “
but she prepared dinner for her husband like a good wife. When she sat opposite her husband, she always felt that his eating style was so ugly that he chewed and swallowed like a fat pig in a pigsty. “What would Xiao Feng do if he sat there? Must be eating while peeking at me, even chopsticks are not stable? “
the son sat next to his mother without saying a word. He Mu casually asked about family affairs, and Ye Lian also casually answered a few words, saying that the child had tutoring, and after a few classes, his grades were much better. Seeing that his son did not want to talk much, he stopped asking questions.
When she went to bed at night, she thought that she would sleep with the man next. She felt unbearable. “But it’s my fault I hate him so much, but what did he do wrong? “
after he Mu took off his coat, he suggested that he could fulfill some obligations between husband and wife, but Ye Lian declined. When her husband went to sleep first, the intermittent snoring made her wish that he would die immediately.
“No, I can’t stand it. I have to have a showdown with him as soon as possible. “
he Mu got a few days’ vacation after returning home from a business trip. These days, he felt that his wife was a lot more strange than usual.
“What happened to her? If there is anything, why don’t you tell me? At a certain moment, he suspected that his wife must have something to hide, something he did not want to think about but could not help doubting.
But he held back the idea. “I shouldn’t think so. Anyway, she’s doing what she should do as usual. I can’t deny that she is a qualified wife. At the end of the week, Yu Feng still had to come as agreed. He Mu only talked with him on the phone a few times, and he received a business trip before he visited. He asked his son about this tutor from time to time in the past few days. He only said that he was very good, but he couldn’t explain why he was good. It inspired him to be more curious.
When the doorbell rang, he noticed a sudden flash of joy in his wife’s eyes, but it was extinguished immediately. He went to open the door and finally saw Yu Feng himself.
In the past few days, Yu Feng has made a lot of mental struggles. He once felt conceited that he could have a showdown with the man who “took” his true love. He weaves in his heart a long list of reasons why he should hate him. But when he really saw him, Yu Feng’s intention vanished.
He Mu’s appearance is ordinary and his language is polite, but he also implies a sense of estrangement. His thick voice imperceptibly highlights a few casual greetings as the inquiry from the elder to the younger, so the politeness is more like a kind of charity.
When Yu Feng occasionally saw his eyes, he was deeply shocked by the steady and calm accumulated in his life for decades, as if all the secret ideas in his heart were exposed. Yu Feng suddenly lost the confidence of showdown with him. His inexplicable hatred for the middle-aged man in the past now points to himself. Then he realized that he was just a thief, but he had the audacity to accuse the owner of the door and window being too tight.
Ye Lian is sitting on the sofa, as always beautiful, and now a touch of melancholy adds to her charm. She has been looking at Yu Feng, the feelings in her eyes can hardly cover up. But Yu Feng hardly noticed her.
He was absent-minded in today’s class. This is his first time in class without Ye Lian’s company, and sometimes he makes a confused remark. He was so confused that he thought of closing the door, “what else can I say myself? Why am I here? Is the chair I’m sitting on the last time I used it? Why is it so awkward? The light in the room is really on. Do you need to turn it on this morning? Should I open the window “
he didn’t remember how he left. What kind of clothes did Ye Lian wear today, what she said to herself, and what hints she had, she didn’t remember at all.
However, he Mu noticed his wife’s abnormality. She always seemed to be keen on talking to the young man. When they talked, her happy mood showed from inside to outside, which he Mu had never seen – or had not seen for a long time.
But he did not intend to ask. He guessed that Ye Lian would say, “after all, he is the teacher of the children. What’s the matter if I talk to him more? At night, Ye Lian rang Yu Feng’s phone.
“Why don’t you say anything today? “Ye Lian asked.
“What? Although he knew the meaning of the other party, Yu Feng still had to ask.
“You know what I mean “
” but I can’t “
in the following time, he listened to Ye Lian’s inquiry. Ye Lian asked him why he looked so flustered today. He couldn’t answer.
He reproached himself for being so timid. When he got home, he felt self reproach and shame. He has made countless decisions in his heart, but he has no courage to face the problem.
But what should I say? “I had your wife, and now I want you to give her to me How can such words be said?
He listened to Ye Lian’s words blankly. When the other party hung up the phone, his mobile phone was still stuck in his ear, which could not be put down for a long time.
The next morning, Yu Feng received a strange phone call. He hung up subconsciously and the phone rang again.
” I want to talk to you. “
” you Who is it? “Ye Lian told me. Yu Feng’s heart was empty. He had guessed that this would be a reasonable thing, but it was unexpected for him to suddenly face the result.
But can this matter really be concealed? He can’t help but regret why he agreed to Ye Lian so smugly at that time. Now, he should have quit in time. But when you are seduced by desire, where can you care so much?
“Don’t you dare? “The other side did not hear his response, then said,” you should at least be like a man – you should have the courage to be responsible for what you have done. This sentence once again inspired Yu Feng’s dignity. He had some hesitation about whether he should quit at this point, but at the moment, he suddenly felt that he must face up to the obstacles and never give up.
“Maybe it’s immoral for me and her, but what? After all, I really love her – and so does she. He finally got up his courage and said, “OK, I’ll talk to you. “
the location was chosen in the corner of a coffee shop, where he Mu had already been waiting. He had half a cup of coffee in front of him. When Yu Feng came in, he tried his best to maintain his dignity and pretended to be calm. But when he thought that he had an improper relationship with his wife, his calmness was more like a shameless performance.
“Sit down. He Mu said only one word. He knew that the shorter the words, the more dignified.
Yu Feng is supposed to sit down, and he issued such a word, then sitting down seems to be obeying orders, but not sitting is even more strange. Yu Feng found that he had lost momentum as soon as he came in.
“What do you want to say about what you and I know well? “
” what are you going to do? “Yu Feng asked.
“What are you afraid of? “
Yu Feng noticed that his hands were shaking.
“Are you afraid that you will be ruined by this? You’re afraid people will know? “Yu Feng didn’t answer, but he obviously acquiesced.
“But I’m not going to say it. Do you know why? Yu Feng shook his head.
“It won’t do me any good. Those good people around me will only gloat at such things. Maybe they say something sympathetic, but the more sympathetic they look, the more they laugh. Man is the most keen on the misfortune of others. You only think your reputation will be hurt, but it is me who will damage your real reputation! “
he Mu’s body didn’t move, but it seemed that he would rush forward at any time. Yu Feng tightly clenched the legs of the table, and the sweat on his face kept flowing down.
“Do you know what she told me? She said she was in love again. She said that she couldn’t bear to live with me. Everything about me made her feel sick, as if she was wrong to breathe. “
” I I’m sorry Yu Feng took a deep breath.
“Sorry? “He Mu chuckled,” is that important? “
” well, now that this is the case, what are you going to do with it? First of all, I won’t divorce her. “
” ah? “
” I can tolerate your behavior, and I can let go of the past. The only thing I need is not to hurt my work, let alone my son. “
” so you don’t care about her at all? “Yu Feng suddenly felt angry.
“Is that important? “He Mu said,” what do you think is the so-called love between you and her? ——Spending the money I earn, entertaining other men in my house? ——If you are married, you will know that love is a flash in the pan. I know what you’re thinking. You want me to leave her and marry her – I won’t agree. As I said, this kind of thing will not only damage my reputation, but also make my son look down upon. I care more about my home than anyone else. Because of this, I can do nothing but hope to maintain relative stability. “
” but “
” think clearly! “He Mu interrupted him.” have you really not thought about your own results? “
after hearing this, many worries that had been hidden in the past suddenly rose to Yu Feng’s mind. In the past, he thought about how people around him would feel about his ridiculous behavior, his parents, teachers, classmates Before, he always lied to himself that these problems did not exist, but he realized that the problems had never disappeared. Now I want to come, if I really want to be with Ye Lian, what price will it bear? He reproached his own stupidity and was more ashamed of his cowardice.
He found himself almost giving in.
“My son’s evaluation of you is very good, which at least proves that you are still a talented person, at least on the surface,” he made a tolerant gesture. “If you think it out, don’t show up in front of her – I’ll be happy to provide you with work support after you graduate. Yu Feng has been completely destroyed. He felt that this kind of forgiveness was a kind of shame, but he had to accept it. He has nothing to say.
He recalled Ye Lian’s events in his mind. The past was full of shame and pleasure. He suddenly felt that he was just being manipulated by her.
“Perhaps what I am pursuing is not love, but physical pleasure? He didn’t take a sip of black coffee.
“It’s my treat. “
his magnanimous appearance has made Yu Feng completely humiliated. In the past, his malice towards him has been attacked back on him. He felt more and more shameless. When he finally came to his senses, he did not know which street he was standing on and which direction his feet were walking in. Until the phone rings to wake him up. He didn’t look and knew it was her. His fingers were hanging and shaking at the top of the screen, and finally he pressed the hang up
“It’s all over He stopped and looked up at the sky.
What will happen?
He didn’t think about
It should have been