Species - (One)
I don’t have many friends. In fact, some of these few friends are just acquaintances, not friends. Sometimes I think what a friend is, we are only familiar with each other in essence, but there is a difference between relatives and close friends.
I don’t like making friends. It’s not that I’m eccentric. I am not interested in people or things, do not like to associate, do not like to try personality – everything is only related to their own interests. If there is no interest, it is tasteless; if there is interest, it is addicted to drugs. For me, “tasteless” is deadly – I deeply understand why Taiwanese writer Sanmao doesn’t like office work, and I sympathize with her immensely – because she was originally free.
So I don’t have any friends because I don’t have any interest in drinking and socializing – I think it’s “tasteless” to get together to drink.
But outsiders may not see me like this or try to understand me like my marriage. My marriage with Keyi lasted only a year and a half before it ended – people might think it was due to my eccentricity – of course, I don’t know how others judged the reason for my failed marriage – I thought I was someone else’s explanation for my failed marriage. As far as “eccentric” is concerned, I think I may be “eccentric” in other people’s eyes. To tell the truth, I don’t know how others judge me.
After a few years, I came to such a conclusion that I think it is important that many people’s assumptions are not consistent with the facts, or even far away from the facts. Has this conclusion slipped into the “taken for granted” fishing net? Fortunately, it has not.
Of course, it’s not that I lost interest in keys or our marriage – not at all, otherwise there would have been no such story as I told you.
I want to blame my side for the failure of my first marriage, so that I will feel more masculine. In this way, I seem to have the vanity suspicion of taking responsibility alone, because everyone says that a slap in the face can’t make a sound remark. But the failure of my first marriage is really due to my personal reasons, not to myself, because of the reality If there is no absolute perfect person in the world, the disadvantage of key is to listen to her mother’s words too much.
Key is a soft girl with a delicate face, a slightly plump figure and a delicate personality – exactly the type I like. The reason why I fell in love with Yao since we first met was that she was wearing silver high-heeled sandals. Her bare feet were soft and feminine, just like her gentle personality. The bare feet seemed to obey the shackles of thin sandals. The feet were close together. They were very regular and quietly placed under the table. Later she told me that her sister bought her sandals.
During my love affair with Keyi, I was afraid of the day of marriage.
Yao was born in a traditional family. Her father died long ago. Her mother raised her and her sister alone. Yao’s mother is a vice principal of a key school. She is extremely strong in character. If given a bigger stage, I believe she can make a great career. Yao’s younger sister and Yao’s character are just the opposite, inheriting her mother’s strong gene, especially. To tell you the truth, when I went to Keyi’s house, I was afraid to see my future sister-in-law. She is always cold to me, and I feel that she has a kind of clear quality of understanding people and things. It seems that she can see through all my secrets – sometimes when I’m in front of her, a word or two from her seems to strip me of all of a sudden – and I have in my nature the lewd elements that make up me – I’m afraid she’ll see through the other side of me. In front of her, I sometimes feel that I perform my sunny and frank side. My future sister-in-law seems to have penetrated me, and her cold attitude towards me seems to indicate that she does not want me to be her brother-in-law.
As I expected, the younger sister of the key voted against our marriage. This is what Keyi told me after I got married. But Yao’s mother-in-law, my future mother-in-law, urged me to become her son-in-law.
“I’d rather have a man of good conduct and obedience than a man who has the ability to hurt my daughter! “She said so, and our marriage was settled.
“Why doesn’t your sister agree with you and me? “I asked.
“I asked her why more than once, and she said there was no reason She, she may not like you very much. But don’t worry about it. My mother agreed, and she won’t object to it. After all, she can’t beat my mother. “
it is better to say that she is a gentle person than to comfort me in a gentle tone. Every time she inadvertently exposed a woman’s attitude, she made me angry. I hugged her body and hugged her tightly, so that her plump and soft breasts pressed against my chest, as if to confirm that the gentle female voice just now came from the chest of this delicate body. I suddenly turned her over again, put my left hand around her neck, and my right hand roughly grasped her crotch and crumpled it obscenely. Under the friction of the grip of my right hand, she collapsed in my arms like drunk, and her mouth let out intermittent groans. I caught her arms and braided them behind her like a tie. Then I pressed her arms tightly with my chest. Then I stuck her neck with my left arm, and held her crotch with my right hand. Her response to this harsh binding caress was more intense, and her body was completely paralyzed in front of my chest, and the shallow murmur turned into a rapid gasp. With my right hand, I stimulated her pudendum more forcefully, while I estimated that it was aimed at her clitoris with my hand to speed up the frequency stimulation. She reached the climax with my hand’s frequency acceleration. I was sweating because I was too hard.
“Comfortable? “I hugged her and asked in her ear.
She put her arms around my waist, her soft body glued to my chest like chewing gum, and then she murmured, “well. Like you so 」。
“You’re so shameless.” I deliberately irritated her.
“Well “Well,” she hugged me more tightly. “Don’t you like it? “
P >” yes, it’s lovely, “I said.
“I like you to play Make me. After a while, she lowered her voice and said shyly, “I still more! “
” you are shameless and shameless! As I stimulated her with words, I reached into her crotch rudely and began to play with her a second time.
Yao had an agreement with me before marriage, saying that he should never eat forbidden fruit before marriage and have premarital sex with her. When she made an appointment with me, she was both serious and shy. She looked serious like a little girl who took the family as her real life.
“It’s your mother’s order! “
” yes. “
” if I don’t abide by the agreement, I will let you become my person now! “
” no, if I am pregnant, my mother will not kill me. “
” then you can’t get pregnant. Did your mother beat you? “
” I played when I was a child, but I can’t when I grow up. Now sometimes I hit my sister. “
” is your sister as obedient as you? “
” both of them are stubborn and do not give in to each other. Besides, I feel that my sister is fighting against my mother’s shackles, and she often bullies me! “
” bullying you? “
” yes, sometimes she bullies me. Sometimes she is in a bad mood and takes it out on me. “
” can’t you argue with her? “
” where has she been noisy? She is very fierce. Every time I quarrel, I cry all over my face and lose. I fear her! “
” then she abused you and your mother didn’t care about her? “
” no, it’s not. She is not abusing me. She is very kind to me and loves me very much. I was wronged outside, and she was the one who took it out for me. I remember that I had just graduated from university and started to work. A boy in the company insisted on meeting with me, which made me afraid and irritable. He told my sister that I didn’t like him and wanted to get rid of his entanglement. One day, on the way to work near the unit, he came to pester me again, which scared me to death. At this time, Qingfu, wearing a baseball cap, suddenly rushed up from nowhere and kicked He Next, then two slaps in the face. “
” below? “I pretended to be serious and asked,” what’s next? “
” Oh, that’s the bottom. “[email protected]”? “
” no, it’s not “
” where is that? “
” that’s where it is Well Yeah. 」
“Where is that? “I will not.
“It is It’s your male Dingding! “Key said with a blush.
“Little Ding Ding, ha ha I can’t help laughing.
Key hit me on the shoulder with his small fist Ah! “
P > I tried to smile and said,” where do you see this word, little Ding Ding? “? “
” well Well, it’s little Ding Ding! “She began to smile.
“Go on, go on. What happened? “
” how green! Grab his hair and drag him to our director in charge. From then on, he did not dare to pester me. Because of this, I became a celebrity in the unit during that time! I know I have a great sister. “
” in fact, I get the most love at home. Well One more thing to tell you “The key wants to say but stops.
I know that her character can’t stand my torture: “what, don’t tell me, I’ll ignore you later.”
“no, don’t I tell you. My sister always likes to get into my bed and sleep with me. Maybe she was used to it when she was a child.” her face was slightly flushed.
“It’s not an outsider, it’s a sister. What’s the matter. “
” yes, she always hugs me as if she wants to protect me. I don’t want to. She says, “be honest, little girl” as if she were my brother. “
” you want to have a brother! “
” of course, I like to have a brother. Sometimes I regard my sister as my brother. She has a boyish temperament. “
” now I have a real brother. “I pretended to be serious.
“Well “She said,” no, you are a bad brother. “
P > he has an unusual love for sex, and his sexual desire is extremely strong. And I have an obsessive desire to play with women’s bodies, especially their sexual organs. In this way, the guarantee of the key to mother, and the agreement between us, are as fragile as the fragile glassware on the ground – we easily break the taboo – in a warm Twilight moment, I turn the key into my woman. From then on, the key was out of control, reaching the level of obsession with me, like transparent sugar softened into sweet mucus, soft and tightly adhered to me.
Key’s sister is Qing. She seems to have developed her feelings for me and Keyi, and she has a penetrating look at my hidden worries. She always casts a blank eye on me – I really don’t know how much she knows about my worries. Her straightforward feeling is completely due to her unique nature, and has nothing to do with the acquired analysis, speculation, logical speculation, etc. More than once, she reminded her sister to be careful of me. In the body of my entering key, she told me her sister’s attitude towards me. The only way I could do was to try to stay away from this cold beauty – there was no other way to think about it, because I couldn’t see through her – she seemed to know my secret, but she didn’t seem to know my secret – she might use her direct sense to lock me in. I must be a “bad guy.”.
Three months later, I married key. Three days before marriage, I informed Hui of the date of marriage and the place of the wedding.
The whole process and situation of the wedding is the same as all the weddings I have attended. It’s like the product of a mechanical assembly line. I don’t think I’m any different from others – although sometimes I think I’m different from others, do I really differ from others? As like as two peas, I am married, and I have the same form of marriage as others. So I am the same as others. I still abide by the rules of the game, even though I hate the rigid and one-sided things.
The only consolation for me was that Huilai came to the wedding site to celebrate for me. She was hidden among the guests of the ceremony, and she looked ordinary and simple – her dress and expression could not hide her brilliance – we had a good heart or because of her servility. She wore a pair of black ribbon high-heeled sandals that I like barefoot – I knew she was wearing for me. Her arrival made me feel at last that my wedding was a little different from that of others. When she and I toasted her, she drank a glass of red wine with a smile. Her face immediately turned red and said “Congratulations” gently!
On the third day after marriage, I turned on my computer and logged in to my special QQ. Hui’s message is the evening of my wedding day. The first message is at 23:47.
Hui: “first of all, please say hello to the host! “Then there is Hui’s commonly used kneeling QQ expression picture.
Hui: “congratulations on your new marriage! “Double happiness” QQ expression.
Hui: “I don’t know if the master is resting, or “Shy QQ expression pictures.
Hui: “when the master gets married, huinu’s mood is a little complicated. I don’t know what it’s like. But I like the taste, as if the master was robbed and no longer belongs to me. There is a sense of humiliation, both uneasy, sad and excited ah! “
Hui:” the master told me that on the day of the wedding, huinu drove to the classroom in the afternoon to abuse himself. I made a tight tortoise shell with a thin rubber rope, put on the high-heeled sandals that the owner liked, hung up the tattered shoes and the sign written by the owner, and then climbed on the ground to experience the feeling of being exhibited on the street. It seemed that I was a junior who destroyed the master’s marriage. I was caught wandering the street, humiliated, excited and stimulated! 」。
Hui: “master, huinu got up this morning, put on a collar and a dog chain, forced my dog into a rubber penis, took a routine morning walk, and crawled on the floor for ten times. Master, huinu didn’t dare to turn on the penis switch for fear of stimulating climax. Before going to the auditorium, I tied a tight turtle shell with transparent rubber rope. I would like to wear turtle shell binding inside to attend the host’s wedding. I always remind myself that I am your slave girl and I feel like being exhibited in front of people. I just entered the auditorium today. I saw the handsome figure of the master in the suit. I felt the master was so strict that I could not help feeling excited. Then I went to the bathroom and took off all the clothes in the compartment, leaving only tortoise shell binding and high-heeled sandals. It seems that the master is watching me sternly. I can’t help but pose all kinds of postures, and then I start to play with my own cheap force. It’s humiliating and exciting to hear someone coming in from outside. It’s like performing in public! When someone came in, huinu didn’t dare to touch her again. She was afraid of making a noise. Then she lifted her heel and clamped it in her knee. She stood as a model “cover and force” that she liked. At this time, two rubber ropes passing through the crotch, because of the lubrication of obscene water, and the knee clip of one leg, automatically slid to both sides of the clitoris, just to clip up the clitoris It’s a torment. Uncomfortable, excited and comfortable! When people leave, I start to touch and force again and stop when they come. Huinu is like a prostitute who is forced to display in the glass window and waiting for men to choose. It’s humiliating and exciting! 」。
Hui: “because the master said that during the preparation of the wedding, I was not in a state of discipline, so huinu dared to masturbate and masturbate without permission. The master would not be angry! Master married, I am inexplicably excited, really can’t self-control! Now always miss the master, miss the master’s strict training, abuse! “
P > Hui:” after drinking the red wine from the hostess, I may be completely red. Because of helping the tortoise shell tie, especially through the crotch of the two rubber rope, let me have been in the excitement. After drinking the red wine, I felt more excited and unable to self-control. The turtle shell binding in my clothes reminded me that I was the master’s Cheap slave. It seemed that everyone was watching me, seeing through the clothes and seeing the tortoise shell binding inside, it was like being exhibited on the street. When the host went to another table to toast, I quietly masturbated in the bathroom compartment. After the wedding banquet, I went back to the master’s training room to abuse myself and play my own cheap force. From the beginning, the host told me that you planned the wedding and gave me a holiday. I had been masturbating and playing my own cheap force, but there was no climax at all. I want to leave the climax to the host! “
Hui:” I don’t know how well the hostess (sister-in-law) is serving the master. I don’t know whether the hostess understands the master’s habits and hobbies. I’m very worried. If the hostess does not serve well, huinu will serve the master on behalf of the hostess! Please master wantonly play with huinu, abuse huinu! As long as the host is happy. “
Hui:” don’t disturb the host! Good night, master! Huinu kneels back. “
I also observed Hui’s changes at the wedding. I was surprised that she suddenly disappeared when I toasted at another table. It turned out that she couldn’t help but go to the bathroom. It seems that my marriage is very stimulating, which is beyond my expectation, or I have not taken her feelings to heart at all – and what she wants is this sense of neglect. Of course, I didn’t do it on purpose. It was her nature.
But there is one thing that makes me very uneasy. Key’s younger sister Qing also notices Hui and observes Hui’s every move intentionally or unintentionally. I know that the unintentional look is green disguised – she seems to smell the relationship between me and Hui. I suddenly realized that it might have been a mistake for me to ask Hui to come to my wedding. But let her leave at this time may arouse Qing’s suspicion. I regret that I made the decision to let Huilai go because my mind was hot. At that time, the original intention of making this decision was to train and stimulate Hui. It seems that I’ve had a bit of a time.
I reply to Hui in QQ: “huinu’s performance, the master is still satisfied.”. You’re such a bitch. You don’t have an orgasm. You’re very conscious. The master is satisfied! When you have a chance, you will serve your sister-in-law, lick her and drink her urine! You only deserve to drink her urine, you cunt! No more masturbation. The holiday is over. Huinu, do you understand? Remember! Hui and I know each other on the Internet. She and I are not in the same city, she is not far away from the neighboring city. She suddenly appeared when I was looking for m, and I always praised my good luck. Once upon a time, a senior SM senior said to me that finding women who are really servile depends on luck. At that time, I didn’t think much of the warning of this elder, but as time went on, I realized that this is really an experience – experience is always better than wisdom and imagination!
After half a year with Hui, I met and fell in love with Yue. Hui is the only girl in a rich family. Since we established the master slave relationship, she has been driving between the two places. In order to have the freedom to adjust and be humiliated, she, under my instruction, rented a bungalow with a single courtyard near the outskirts of my city. The owner of this house bought a residential building in the urban area. Hui took all the teaching tools she had collected for a long time to our secret rental classroom. When I saw these high-quality training tools, I was very surprised. The training tools were packed in a large suitcase, and almost all kinds of tools were available. It was magnificent. That night, I used these tools to torment Hui all night. Hui was wantonly playing with her climax. She yelled and died like this. Finally, her pudendal swelling almost convulsed. She was unable to get up the next day. She took a rest in the room for two days and drove home. This time’s training let Hui always unforgettable, brand in her heart bottom. I tried to teach her so severely and intensively, because the initial adjustment was too important to benefit. It is such a strategic adjustment that let Hui no longer want to leave me. When Hui went home, I asked her to take some repetitive tools home, so that I could complete the task of remote adjustment, so as to control her remotely.
I was going to marry Hui, because there is no one who understands me better than she does. But unfortunately, she, the only daughter of a big family, has been engaged for a long time. Her fiance is studying in a well-known foreign university. She is a very good-looking and sunny boy. Huihe is a childhood sweetheart. The fiance’s father was the first to follow Hui’s father in the business. They worked together to fight in the mall and made great achievements, becoming the richest man in the neighboring city. Hui and her fiance have been playing together since childhood. Hui is also affectionate to her fiance, saying that he is not like the fiance, but more like her brother, like her arm all the time – when the arm is not felt, it will hurt if it is cut off – Hui is a very affectionate girl who likes to be abused. I once prophesied to her that you would be tired of love and desire all your life.
As I certainly can’t use my wrist and heart to separate this pair of golden girls. That is not only ungrateful, but also involves complex and delicate issues in all aspects. I can’t bear to do that to such a pure girl as Hui. The “delicate problem” mentioned just now is a pretext for self-esteem. Hui’s family background is that I can’t and dare not offend Hui. Of course, one of the real factors is that I can’t bear to hurt Hui. I know that Hui and I have become masters and slaves, and there is a real danger of playing with fire. However, due to my infatuation with SM, I can’t extricate myself from it. I can only take a look at it step by step.
Hui’s fiance still has a year and a half to finish his studies, and then he married him. The day when my fiance finished his studies was the time when I and Hui parted. I knew that this day was coming. As soon as I mentioned this topic, Hui knelt down to serve me with oral sex. She didn’t seem to want to talk about it, and it seemed that she didn’t care about it. In fact, the less she cared, the more she cared. She buried the date of our separation in the bottom of her heart and didn’t want to say it.