I’m not a veteran of sex. When I was just in the police technical secondary school, I had a little girlfriend. Just a week after we met, we went to the small guest house around the school to open a room. I was the first time, but she was not. So I think that time was more like she had sex with me. Later, after breaking up with her, the other two girls I met had been beaten many times. Physical pleasure can really soften and erode some stubborn ideas in people’s hearts. Slowly, I also weaken my virginity complex.