My young me and her mature woman - (Fives)
The reality is not as smooth as the story, just like Murphy’s law. When you are happy and don’t know what your family name is, there will always be a basin of cold water from the sky.
The next day I expected to continue to rub aunt Tang’s thigh failed to come true, because Ni Tongtong’s family had an extra person, a person I was so addicted to happiness that I almost forgot its existence. Ni Tongtong’s father was the real man of aunt Tang.
Ni Tongtong’s father is in the clothing business. He resells fashionable clothes from the South and sells them back to the north. Therefore, when he comes back from the south, he has to stay at home for a long time. Therefore, by the end of the summer vacation, I have no chance to get along with aunt Tang alone.
Heart and mind but can not get, this kind of pain is probably everyone has to experience the course of life. This is the first time in my life to taste what is loss, what is desire and dissatisfaction.
In the days after the beginning of school, I have less chance to see Aunt Tang, and even occasionally I can only see her back at work from the balcony.
After the noon nap, my classmate Tian Chen, as usual, called me to go to school together downstairs. I was a little confused and ran down in a hurry. He said hello to him, and walked out of the hospital with his head numb.
As soon as I looked up, I saw aunt Tang locking the door outside her bicycle shed. I didn’t know which tendon was wrong at that time. I raised my hand and grabbed her back.
Tian Chen is very strange to my performance, ask me what I am doing?
I said, “don’t you think her legs are beautiful?”
Tian Chen some surprised, but still ridiculed said to me, “older bar.”.
At that moment, I was surprised that my sexual orientation was different from others, because I didn’t think aunt Tang was older, but I felt that she was more beautiful than the so-called class flower beauties in her class.
So I disdain to say, “you don’t understand, it’s called flavor.”
Of course, this conversation was not heard by Aunt Tang, but I remember Tian Chen’s smile was very strange at that time, and I didn’t care too much at that time.
I don’t like to discuss this topic with him. After all, a full man doesn’t know that a hungry man is hungry. According to the aesthetics of a child, there is no shortage of girls to talk about in school.
Unlike me, although I have big eyebrows and big eyes, it is clear that adults like me, but it is not favored by girls of the same age. My honest appearance, even if I pursue anyone, is probably the kind of person who has been issued a good card.
So I was very lack of small partners to talk about sex, at least when others were secretly talking about it in groups, I had to rely on myself to explore. I know what a woman looks like naked, or I learned it from the pornographic cartoons bought at a bookshop on the street. I still remember the name of the comic book, but I can’t find it on the Internet. It’s an h-day-old with the name of 17 years old.
Back to the point, on Saturday holiday, Tian Chen called my home and asked me to go to his home and said that he had bought Zhang Huimei’s new tape.
Yes, people like Zhang Huimei because of her music, but I like her just because she looks like aunt Tang. Sometimes children’s feelings are so direct.
Tian Chen’s home is very close to my home, not far from the road is his home, five minutes later I knocked on the door, his parents are not at home, he pulled the curtain, the home is dark.
I didn’t know what he was going to do, but he pulled me into the living room and sat down. Then he turned on the TV and told me that he borrowed a video from a social elder brother and let me have a look today.
I didn’t know what the so-called insight meant until a Western woman with blonde hair appeared on the TV.
It was the first time I saw a yellow video. No, it should be the only time in my life to watch a yellow video tape. Then when I watch a small movie, the Internet has become popular, and I’m not that young boy.
But at that time, I was so touched by this video that for the first time I could clearly see a woman’s pudenda, her protruding clitoris, her congested and everted labia, and the little hole that would open when I was excited.
I knew for the first time that a man’s penis was to be inserted into a small hole. In fact, before that, I suspected it was inserted into the anus
That video opened up a new world for me, and let my gradually cooling desire for Aunt Tang gushed out again. I was very upset. I was worried whether I had missed something. At noon that day, I should not just put my penis in aunt Tang’s triangle area for friction, but should insert small holes like the men on the video tape.
That day in Tian Chen’s home, I learned how to make love, how to rub breasts, lick labia, insert holes, in an hour, I opened a new world of life.
But the consequences were also serious. Although the tent was propped up and the penis was swollen, I couldn’t take off my pants at Tian Chen’s house, so when I went home later, I had to walk with a bow all the way.
From that day on, my already cooled desire burned again, and the object of burning was naturally aunt Tang. Because I unilaterally thought that there was no small hole in that day, so I didn’t really enjoy it. At least I didn’t cry like a man in the video tape.
I’m an action group. When the spermatozoa occupy my brain, I will think of ways to put them into action. In the sleepless night, I fantasized about countless ways to get along with aunt Tang alone. But when I wake up, I feel that it is impossible to achieve it. Finally, my eyes fall on Ni Tongtong.
Since the beginning of school, Ni Tongtong and I have never met again. Since we met in school, I have been hanging out with him on Saturdays and Sundays. Therefore, I have gradually stopped missing aunt Tang. I only think I had a dream, but now I can’t Auntie and I, so I have to do something.
Because I went to school, the time I could move freely was only Saturday and Sunday, so I had to find a way to do it.
On Saturday morning, I stood on the balcony staring out of the window, hoping to see Ni Tongtong’s figure. I didn’t know if I was really lucky. After waiting for more than an hour, I saw Ni Tongtong come out of the building hole with a garbage bag in his hand when I looked through the window for the nth time.
At this moment, I was ecstatic. He went out to throw garbage, which showed that Aunt Tang was at home. After all, Ni Tongtong’s father heard that he never did housework.
I sprinted down the stairs like a hundred meters sprint, waiting in the building hole early. When I saw Ni Tongtong enter the hospital, I rushed out to say hello to him.
Maybe I haven’t seen you for a long time. Ni Tongtong is very happy to see me. He and I chatted downstairs about the interesting questions of the recent school and the cartoon fighter of the magic cloud pool.
Sure enough, when it comes to cartoons, Ni Tongtong’s interest is high and he talks about it happily. For a while, he says he wants a big white tiger, and then he says he likes light fighters best. Of course, this is not my purpose. I just want to enter his home.
So I threw out the bait. I said that I wanted to exchange two Kung Fu whirlwind cartoons with him. There was not much entertainment for children in that era. So after Japanese comics came into China, they quickly became popular. These two Kungfu whirlwind books were bought by me after I had traveled a long distance by bike and spent all my pocket money in the old book street. I really feel heartache to send them out, but think about it Aunt Tang thinks it’s worth it.
Ni Tongtong really got hooked. He wanted to read the cartoon, but he didn’t know what I liked. So I said casually, or I’d go to your house to choose.
Everything went as it should, except for the first time I played with my heart and my voice trembled.
Of course, aunt Tang is at home, and Ni Tongtong’s father runs a clothing store, so he goes out early and returns late every day.
After seeing me, aunt Tang’s expression was obviously stunned. Then she expressed her welcome to me. She also said that I hadn’t come to play with Tong Tong for a long time. I didn’t know if it was my illusion. At that time, I seemed to see Aunt Tang’s face red.
I don’t like Ni Tongtong’s comics because he is only 11 years old. His father bought all the comic books for him. Except for a few transformers, other books can only be regarded as fairy tales. Fortunately, I didn’t mean to be here. So I was just browsing around and deliberately killing time. Ni Tongtong was fascinated by my comics and didn’t find my abnormality, which made me delay It was late at noon.
I knew that it would be meaningless to delay any longer, so I got up and said goodbye to Aunt Tang, but I was held back. I said that I had cooked all my meals and had dinner at home.
This is what I meant, so I didn’t refuse. I nodded after humming a few times.
After lunch, he chatted with Ni Tongtong about cartoons, and secretly told him that he had discussed the new game hall on the corner. Ni Tongtong expressed great interest and insisted that I take him to play.
In fact, I just said that, because I know that I need Ni Tongtong to lead the way if I want to come to Aunt Tang’s house, so the game hall is just a bait. Don’t look at what I say, but it’s all seen at the door when I pass by. It’s on my father’s way off work. How dare I go in. But I can use this to hang Ni Tongtong and ask him to come to me on his own initiative. As for how to do it later, I can’t do it until the time comes. When my father is at home, I can take him in to have a look.
At this time, aunt Tang came in to let Ni Tongtong go to bed. I jumped up and said, I don’t want to take a nap. Although Ni Tongtong wanted to follow suit, aunt Tang took him back with a deadly look. But Ni Tongtong wanted me to take him to the game hall, so he refused to let me go.
Of course I’m happy. So I’m going to watch TV and you sleep.
Aunt Tang didn’t refuse my words, so I stepped into aunt Tang’s bedroom again.
After a while, aunt Tang came in and sat on the edge of the bed next to me to knit a sweater. I was a little depressed and wondered why aunt Tang didn’t sleep today?
Today, aunt Tang is wearing a white lady’s vest. Her lower body is a pair of colored shorts. She doesn’t wear silk stockings. Her white thighs are dangling on the edge of the bed.
I feel like burning in my heart, full of a word, you sleep.
But aunt Tang didn’t mean to sleep at all. No one in the bedroom spoke, listening to the journey to the West on TV.
After all, I was young and soon lost my breath. So I turned around and asked, “Auntie Tang, don’t you sleep?”
Aunt Tang glanced at me with a look I couldn’t understand. Then she laughed and said, “I’m off duty today. I don’t usually sleep when I don’t go to work in the afternoon.”
What can I say, I can only sound like a fool.
But today I came with a long accumulated desire. Can we just let it go? I think I can’t.
In addition, aunt Tang’s behavior of pretending to sleep by default last time made me a little more daring. My eyes were scattered at that time, and my heart was full of ideas to try. What would I try? Try if aunt Tang doesn’t sleep, I can touch it.
And I was expecting aunt Tang not to sleep and let me touch it, because in the video tape watched by Tian Chen’s house, a woman’s breast seems to feel very comfortable, but when she pretended to sleep, she was lying on her stomach, and I only touched my buttocks.
My heart seems to have a hundred ants drilling around, the inner fire with their own ideas can not live to enlarge, so I moved.
I raised my hand on my leg and pretended to stretch. Then I held the bed back with both hands, but the hand supporting the bed was placed beside aunt Tang’s leg.
One side of the left thumb gently touched aunt Tang’s white thigh. A cold and soft touch came from my fingers. My nervous breath became heavy unconsciously.
But aunt Tang did not respond, so I boldly picked a small finger, finger gently in aunt Tang’s thigh side of the scratch.
I felt my hand was pressed by Aunt Tang. At that time, I almost peed in my pants. I looked at Aunt Tang in horror, but I saw that Aunt Tang looked at me, but I wanted to stop talking.
I don’t understand. At this moment, I thought I was wrong. Everything that happened before was false. It was a dream. Even if it happened, maybe aunt Tang was really sleeping. What kind of default my behavior was all my wishful thinking.
At this moment, my brain countless thoughts interweave in repentance, although I can not see my face, but I guess my face must be terrible white at that time.
Just when I thought aunt Tang would scold me for beating me, she put aside her sweater and wool and lay down on her back.
My brain is not enough, do not understand exactly what it means, the body shaking for a long time, see Aunt Tang did not respond, I slowly calm down.
At this time, I had no desire at all. Aunt Tang was angry and went to complain to my father. Then I was half dead by my father’s belt.
I turned and crawled gently to Aunt Tang, watching her close her eyes, I whispered, “aunt Tang, I was wrong.”
Aunt Tang rubbed her face with her hand, and then she spoke to me softly. She asked me why I did it.
I was completely flustered in my heart, so I said what I thought. I remember I said at that time, “I just like aunt Tang, and I feel itchy every time I see you. Later, I couldn’t help reaching out and touching you. I didn’t mean to. Don’t tell my dad
Aunt Tang smile, smile is very good-looking, eyes curved, she asked me really like her?
I said yes, I like it very much, and I dream about her.
Aunt Tang asked me why I dreamed of her?
I completely gave up resistance and said whatever I asked, so I replied that I dreamt of sleeping with her.
I really dream of sleeping with aunt Tang. Although I didn’t insert a small hole, I dreamt that I would hold aunt Tang together, and I would lie in the middle of her legs. Only this time, her legs were like pornographic video tapes, and the letter M clamped my waist. By the way, she was still wearing my favorite meat colored pantyhose.
Aunt Tang suddenly put her arm around my shoulder and told me that she likes me very much, but if I want to sleep with her like in a dream, I can’t tell anyone about it.
After listening to her, I felt my heart burst. I didn’t expect that Aunt Tang would take the initiative to hold me, let alone promise to sleep with me. As for what to tell others, it was impossible, because I knew in my heart that it was wrong. Although I didn’t understand ethics, I knew what marriage was. I knew that Aunt Tang’s husband was Ni Tongtong’s father Sleeping should only be for husband and wife.
See I promised, but also made an agreement with me, aunt Tang just kiss my mouth.
The soft touch of the lips made my brain blank and made me stupefied. Aunt Tang didn’t seem to know how to continue, so they both glared at each other with big eyes and small eyes.
Finally, I slowly stretched my head forward, trying to kiss aunt Tang’s lips again. Aunt Tang cooperated with me and pushed forward. I clumsily put my lips on it, and then shook my head gently to feel the friction between the lips.
But aunt Tang opened her mouth slightly and bit my lower lip. Suddenly, a richer sense of touch appeared than sticking together. It felt like a piece of tender and soft delicacy.
In this way, you come and I kiss for a while, I gasped out of aunt Tang’s lips, I can’t wait to get up, stare at Aunt Tang with big eyes, and then go to lift her coat. Aunt Tang only wears a lady’s white vest, so it’s very easy for me to lift up, and a pair of breasts jump out from under the clothes.
Aunt Tang didn’t wear a bra. Her breasts were flat because of gravity, but they were still towering. I didn’t know what a cup was at that time. Now I think, aunt Tang probably has 92d.
The red nipples are slightly raised and the areola is not big, which is more beautiful than the white women on the pornographic video.
I learned from the video tape. I stretched out my hand and pinched it. It was soft, just like pressing on two elastic cotton balls. Then I pinched aunt Tang’s nipple like the video tape. Aunt Tang suddenly hummed. I was startled. I turned my head and saw that Aunt Tang was red.
This makes me some dare not continue to try, had to grope in the direction of their more yearning, I raised my hand to pull aunt Tang’s shorts.
Aunt Tang pulled on her pants. I didn’t know why she looked at her. She frowned as if she was embarrassed. Of course, I didn’t know what female shame was. I only had an appointment with aunt Tang, so it was OK to do anything. So I tried to pull the pants, and a black hair ran out of the pants. I had some Let go of your hand in surprise.
Instead, aunt Tang looked at me suspiciously. I looked down like I had done something wrong. I lowered my head and whispered something.
It seemed that Maomao was funny. Aunt Tang burst out laughing. I was really shocked because the woman I saw on the video tape was bare and smooth like my little brother.
Aunt Tang seemed to have made up her mind. Then she took her shorts and underpants down to her thighs. Her legs overlapped and clamped. She only showed the triangle of her lower body. She told me that there are hairy things under women. She also said that when I grow up, there will be hair.
I stare at Aunt Tang’s fur and try to see it. At first, I was shocked when it appeared from her pants. But when Aunt Tang took off her trousers and exposed the whole triangle area, I found that Maomao didn’t look terrible. On the contrary, the more beautiful she looked, the more attractive she was.
I couldn’t help but reach out and feel it, soft and fluffy.
I’m like a schoolboy. With the video in my memory, compared with aunt Tang’s body, aunt Tang’s snow-white skin is as smooth as milk. It was really not easy in those days. Those who could have such skin were rich people. Most of them ate big pot rice and were exposed to the wind and sun in the factory every day. For example, the mother in my memory, although she is a city, is really not easy Li Ren, but because I work as a dispatcher in a bus company, I get wind all the year round, and my skin is black and rough.
But aunt Tang is very white, in the midday sun, the whole body is suffused with white light, only a touch of black hair in the triangle area is bright and dazzling.
I stretched out my hand to break aunt Tang’s legs, but aunt Tang clamped her legs. I was so anxious that my forehead was sweating. I turned my head and looked at Aunt Tang. But aunt Tang did not close her eyes tightly, but I could only take the initiative to say that I wanted to see it.
But aunt Tang didn’t seem to hear that, but she refused to do what I wanted.
Now it’s right to think about it. There were no kissing people on the street in those days. If you let a woman open her legs to a man in the day and night, it must be impossible. Even if the man has not grown up, aunt Tang’s shame has decided to let her not do this kind of behavior.
But my brain is full of small holes, the more I can not see, the more anxious my eyes are going to be red, the penis swelling quickly spurt blood, finally I was also anxious, pursed the mouth discontented to say a sentence, we pulled the hook.
Aunt Tang probably didn’t expect that after I hooked her, I thought we could insert a hole, so now I think aunt Tang is breaking the contract.
The desire of youth is terrible.
A friend asked, how did all this happen.
I am also over 30 years old, experienced countless women around me to understand.
Women don’t like little men, and they have a deeper and stronger desire for sex than men. If there is no husband who can work hard and is dissatisfied with their desires, everything will happen naturally.
I later met Ni Tongtong when I was in my twenties. I heard from him that after aunt Tang’s family moved away, they divorced Ni Tongtong’s father because of their infidelity, and later remarried to Guangzhou.
So don’t ask me why it happened. I don’t know why. It’s probably because she wants to, I want to fuck, and then it’s OK. It’s just, it’s just! The next chapter is my first farewell to virginity, which is a perfect farewell for me, because there is a beautiful woman who satisfies me the way I want.
I can’t help it. I’m not pickpockets. I’m all hand-made. I’m too tired to write again.