In fact, incest has always been a taboo topic, because in my heart has been hiding a secret for many years. For familiar people, I will never say, no matter who. I can’t imagine the consequences of saying it. After all, once the secret is leaked, it will hurt not only myself but also the people I love most. But such a secret buried in my heart is like burying a bomb, which always makes me panic. It’s really hard to keep it in my heart, but as a person who has had this kind of experience, I really want to tell my confusion and experience, hoping to be understood by the world, and to find people who have similar experience to share with me. So I choose to share my story with you in the form of Internet, and tell this dark secret hidden in my heart for many years.