Love mother like tide

It has been five years since I came to XXX. In most of the five years, I was a spectator. In fact, I was looking for similar experiences and thoughts. For a person who has a secret, whether the secret is good or bad, sometimes keeping a secret is a kind of suffering. Watching some friends express their inner monologues through the literature area always makes me feel excited. However, my writing level is really limited. I want to find a master to write on behalf of me. I have privately written to several great God level writers. But after all, we are very busy and have not been able to do so. We posted a few days ago for help, but no one paid any attention.