Idiot

When I flew out, I knew clearly that the car broke my ribs and brought me about 30 meters per second. It was fatal. My internal organs were completely broken at that moment. The brain becomes confused and unconscious. I can feel every shock from my pacemaker. I know I’m hopeless. I can’t live for a minute, but I’m so unwilling. Unwilling, after all the hard work, he died before he enjoyed it. God is so unfair to me