The peaceful life has been broken, this is what I hope for, but when things really come, I feel conflicted and worried. This is my character: I am not satisfied with the status quo, but I am afraid of trying to innovate. I am hesitant to do things. I am afraid of the past and the future. I see that the younger I am, the more blunt I am. I am anxious but helpless. When Xing Feng came to me, I was repairing a machine in my class. My colleague called me out. He stood at the door, smiling brightly.