Desire under the sun of single mothers

Since my husband was taken away by the car when I was 20 years old, I feel that there is nothing in the world that can hinder me. I take care of my parents in law by myself until they die. I raise three-year-old children, from full-time housewives to full-time mothers, and then to the current workplace female devil. I don’t know how I survived when I couldn’t hold on to them, and I haven’t been able to survive these years There are no good men. I want to find a partner for myself. But I can’t put down my heart for the lost mother-in-law and the young children. My heart is unpredictable. So he carried the burden on his own. Who thought, such a strong and independent woman, but by the long night of emptiness and loneliness torment is going crazy.