Childhood + quiet Liaohe - Chapter 130:
PA — heard my mother’s roar, my father put down the microphone, I was angry: “Dad, you, don’t I have a word with my aunt, can’t it?”
my mother hugged me like a child: “son, don’t be excited, you’ve drunk too much, son, you just got off the plane, and you’re too tired, son.”
my mother pushed me affectionately: “son, you’re tired, go to bed early! Go, mother, take you back to your bedroom
Fan Jing looked at me and her mother with a confused face: “old aunt? What’s the matter with the aunt? ”
“Ah – ah -”
my mother’s face was full of unnatural smile: “nothing, nothing. My son didn’t learn well. He carried me behind his back and borrowed a lot of money from her aunt. He asked him for it, son.” @ @
my mother tugged at me desperately: “son, don’t pay attention to her, you owe me money, and my mother will pay it back for you!”
“Oh – yo,”
Fan Jing looked at her father again in confusion: “uncle, he,”
Fan Jing glanced at me, “it seems that there is no lack of money to spend. Although he is in Northeast China, although he has no income, I usually pay for his money. When does he owe his aunt money How much money do you owe? ”
I gave my mother a push: “I, I, auntie, alas,”
“Hi, you are”
dad flushed my face with a tiger: “boy, can’t you save my mind? You don’t think the house is busy, do you? You, the present — the world — the newspaper! ”
my mother used all her strength to push me out of the restaurant and drag me into the bedroom: “son, go, this is your bedroom. How are you satisfied?”
I sat down on the bed and said, “Mom, there must be something wrong with my aunt looking for me. Otherwise, the old aunt who lives too much will not easily make a long-distance call!”
hearing what I said, my mother’s dignified face suddenly showed a trace of scorn: “hum, this shameless stinky coquette, what else can she do if she comes to you? That’s the matter. Son, mother tried her best to trust so many people, and finally got you to Shenzhen. My mother thought, this time, when you leave Northeast China, your aunt will also Completely dead hearted, really damn, this stinky cunt, come to hook up with you again, she really lost the face of Lao Zhang’s family! ”
My mother sat down beside me angrily: “son, don’t pay attention to her. You should completely forget her. You won’t have any results! Son, you’d better put your mind on Fan Jing! And, “Mom whispered,” that little Rui, I have to kill her as soon as possible! ”
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
In the living room, Dad’s voice came again: “what, old Juzi, I have something important to ask xiaolizi to say! What, what, what, I don’t know anything about it!
Oh, wait, I’ll let xiaolizi answer the phone!
“Mom,” I pushed my mother away: “Mom, please let me answer the phone. Listen, my father agreed. Mom, I know that there is no result with my aunt. However, it’s not good to have a word with the old lady, and it’s against the law to have a word with her?
dad pushed the door in, his face was covered with a mysterious color of joy that I couldn’t understand: “your aunt, there’s something important to find you, boy.”
when I stood up and walked through the door, my father’s disdain for me suddenly changed into deep admiration, powerful palm, patting my Shoulder: “boy, I never dreamed of it. You are very capable! When did you do such a big thing? ”
“What, what’s the matter? Lao Zhang, my son, what’s wrong? What’s the big deal? ”
Mother also stood up and looked at his father eagerly. Dad wiped the wine beads on his mouth with great pride: “this boy, I don’t know when, secretly bought the yard of the production team. Now, the town has begun to re plan. The production team is in the center of the town. Hey, now, we are going to make a fortune!”
“Ah – really?”
Mom was so excited that she didn’t jump up. She pushed dad away and followed me closely: “son, son, let mom say, let mom tell your aunt, son, you are stupid, you can’t say, let mother say for you, son,…”
I didn’t take the time to pay attention to my overjoyed mother, so I ran to the phone at all costs: “Auntie, auntie,”
“Hi, damn it,”
but in the microphone, I heard the familiar male coarse voice: “Damn, son of a bitch, I’m worried about you. Wait a minute, your aunt wants to talk to you! Hello, Juzi, xiaolizi is here, mumbling, “
” xiaolizi, “
from the microphone comes the female crisp voice with a little bitter taste like the Liaohe River:” xiaolizi,… ”
I called affectionately, and the tears of bitterness immediately blurred my eyes: “Lao Gu,” @ @
the tone of auntie’s voice was also mixed with my heartbreaking cry: “xiaolizi, big nephew, Auntie is looking for you, a little bit of emotional quotient…”
“Well, auntie, I know. Tell me!”
“Nephew, I have been managing the yard of the production team you bought. Over the years, I rented it to a coal yard in the town. Although I didn’t mail you the rent, I didn’t spend a cent. I used it to buy slag and level the depression around. My nephew, the area of the production team’s courtyard has been expanded a lot…”
“Aunt, I know, aunt, thank you, thank you, you don’t say, I know, aunt, big nephew, thank you!”
“Xiaolizi, our town, has been assigned to the urban area, and the whole town has been re planned. Therefore, the land you bought is also under planning, and the location is very ideal. The land is valuable. Xiaolizi, now, the bus company wants to buy your land as a parking lot. Do you want to buy it?”
“How much, auntie, how much do they give?”
The old lady calmly replied, but I almost didn’t stare out: “what – five million? Really? Aunt, “
” well, “
” well, “
the old aunt continued:” but, nephew, if you listen to the old lady’s words, you can’t sell this price. Next to your grandmother’s yard, they give back two million yuan. Compared with the yard of the production team, the area of your grandmother’s yard is much worse and much worse! ”
the mother beside her exclaimed uncontrollably: “five million, wow, son, five million, enough for you to enjoy your whole life!”
the old aunt told him, “if you want to sell, you can come back and go through the formalities, but you must remember the old aunt’s words, you should carry the price of at least seven million, and”
All the people in the living room exclaimed with one voice: “Wow, seven million!”
the old aunt suggested: “big nephew, although five million listen to a lot, but if you develop on this land, build a house, and then sell it, you will earn more and more money. Moreover, if you work as a shop at the bottom, you can always eat the rent! After that, you will have money to spend! Big nephew, three pants, do you still know him? He is very rich now. He has built a row of commercial houses opposite the production team. Big nephew, he wants to cooperate with you to jointly develop the land of the production team. Big nephew, do you want to sell land or develop commercial housing? Make your own decision! ”
I held the hand of the microphone and trembled: “aunt, nephew, listen to you
“Well,” said the old lady sweetly, “well, you can come back!”
“Well, I’ll go back. I’ll be back in a minute!”
I answered like a child.
“Well, good-bye, nephew. I’ll come back one day and give my aunt a letter. My aunt will go to the airport to see you.”
when I put down the phone, my mother hugged me happily: “son, listen to my mother’s words, sell it, do what development, build what kind of commercial housing, that small town, there is no future, or sell the land, with this money, buy shops in Shenzhen, the rent will be more, you will never spend out!”
dad rubbed his hands and thought a little, “I think it’s right for Lao Ju Zi, and he shouldn’t sell it. Boy, your father has no great ability in his whole life and has not set anything in his hometown. Now, you can show your face for your father, and leave an industry in your hometown!”
my mother insisted: “no, sell, sell, we must sell. It is not an industry to buy shop in Shenzhen, and it will be more and more valuable!”
Fan Jing looked at me: “old classmate, you used to call me noble and noble. I see, you are the new aristocrat, you are the big landlord! Husband, “
Fan Jing begged:” sell the land, help me open the hospital! ”
my cousin waved her small fist and whispered in a soft voice: “down with the landlord, down with the landlord!”
Finally, Jiao Di Di Di begged: “cousin, sell the land, open a clothing store for me!”
Fan Jing suddenly changed her mind and suggested to me: “old classmates, in my opinion, it’s better to develop and build houses to make more money. Do you mean to engage in development, old classmates?”
Dad agreed very much: “yes, so large a piece of land, if you build a house, you may build many buildings. If you sell them, you can earn old nose money!”
my mother impatiently pushed Dad: “what to build? That small place, a small town, is to build a house, and how much money can be sold? Son, listen to mom, sell the land, go to Shenzhen, and seek development! “Son,”
then, my mother put her arms around my neck, and in front of my father, Fan Jing and my cousin, she warmly kisses me: “son, tomorrow, my mother will go back home with you and sell the land!”
“No, no need.”
I don’t want to go back to my hometown with my mother, whether to sell land or build a house. I want to listen to my aunt’s opinion. Moreover, I have to continue the happy life with my mother: “Mom, I’ll go back by myself.”
the mother can’t refuse to insist: “it’s the mother who knows her son best. She knows your temper most clearly. No matter what she does, she is always careless and careless. If people give you some more wine, they will pay you as much as they like, and they can’t hold the price. No, it’s not a small matter to sell land. My mother can’t rest assured that she must go back to your hometown together with you! ”
“Hey, go, go!”
Father is more agreed: “yes, yes, this kind of thing, your mother can do best!”
In the morning of the next day, my mother ordered two air tickets early. Then, she packed her bags in a hurry and rushed to the airport. Sitting in the plane, my mother still couldn’t control her excitement. She kept chattering: “son, after selling the land, pay back the loan of Fan Jing first. In this way, the villa in the provincial capital does not belong to you, Son, at that time, we’ll sell the villa and take all the money to Shenzhen. Son
“All right, all right.”
I murmured angrily, “Mom, you’re not finished, you’re bored to death!”
my mother still refused to shut up: “I will, I will say, this is all on me!”
I blocked my ear with the tip of my finger: “speak, speak, and speak as you please.”
In the afternoon, my worried mother and I finally landed on the warm land of my hometown and walked out of the exit of the airport. A brand-new luxury car was parked in front of me. Under the dazzling sunlight in summer, the bright body was emitting bright red light like pig blood. Two young men stood beside the car, laughing Looking at me, although I have been separated for many years, I still recognize that the guy with half a cigarette in his mouth is my childhood light playmate, the third son of pig butcher Lu Qinghai, San Kui; and the other is the only son of Er Gu, the naughty and lovely little cousin Tiedan.
I was looking at two young people eagerly. I was just about to open my mouth to greet each other. Suddenly, from the rear of the car, a young woman with light figure and simple clothes came out. Her melancholy beauty was staring at me with deep feelings, and her short black hair was fluttering in the breeze!
Ah – auntie, my attention suddenly shifted to the young woman’s body. With a big grin, I called out: “Lao gu!”
The article “Liaohe” written in advance from the beginning of the year to the present can be regarded as the real purpose of writing: complex emotion towards hometown!
Before the 60th Festival, it is the expression of childhood pure love for hometown, beautiful memories of rural scenery, and relish in talking about local conditions and customs.
Later, “I” and “Lao Gu” did a good thing to make the villagers laugh off their big teeth. From then on, “I” can no longer return to my hometown at will. Therefore, there will be a long blank in the life scene of my hometown. If I directly write about returning to my hometown after I am an adult, it seems too abrupt. In order to fill in the blank, I have turned the sky in the provincial capital There are 60 to 130 verses which are meaningless to Liaohe.
This stinky and long sixty stanzas are pure abreaction of sexual fantasy in one’s mind and confession of animal desire in the soul!
In the past, it has finally passed. It is like waking up from a nightmare. From the festival of 131, the adult “I” finally set foot on the land of my hometown again.
However, as time goes by, great changes have taken place in my hometown. Yesterday’s tranquility and simplicity have been replaced by noise and dryness.
“I” try hard to find traces of childhood, even if it is a little bit good, but no, the traces of childhood, like the vicissitudes of life, are deeply buried in the earth, with the passage of time, dissolved in the increasingly weathered soil, will never be found out!
Only in the dream to see.
Therefore, “I” was confused, “I” was confused, “I” to hometown emotion, had the complex transformation!
“I” no longer seems to love her hometown, but, unable to give up her, what should I do?
When I think about it carefully, it’s not just my hometown. In this world, it’s hard to find a quiet place. In many cases, I feel that I have not only changed my feelings about my hometown, but sometimes I even doubt that I love or not!
This is the purpose of writing this article in the face of the deteriorating environment and the declining world trend!
Or that sentence, recalling the past, is happy!