Cheating? Nightmare? God’s punishment?

The night has been very deep, but I can’t sleep, lying in bed, thinking about the things that happened in those days, chicken instantly became congested, I really don’t know why I would become such a person, my name is Li Xiaofan, as his name is, is a very ordinary and kind-hearted student, but under the ordinary appearance there is an extraordinary heart hidden, I want to control, but how can not control, that A kind of shameless desire like a devil haunts me all the time.