One’s 40 years have caught up with the great changes in political environment, social atmosphere, economic situation and humanistic life. Due to personal external conditions and internal advantages and disadvantages, education, living environment, history, characters from avant-garde to mediocre and backward. The protagonist’s pursuit is changing. Sexual life is also secretly restricted by the surrounding, at this time is the spiritual and physical needs of the majority, risking the risk of ruin. The pretended indifference around is actually half open, half spiritual and physical, half social, envied or ridiculed after dinner. Finally, the protagonist can not accept the vast majority of etiquette and utilitarian sex to go to bed. I just hope that readers can understand the development of the protagonist’s road to the soul from the environment, psychology, action and dialogue. Thank you for your correction! This article is purely fictional. Please forgive me if there are any coincidences.